Still very much alive

Just got back from college. Unscratched. Yay!

Felt something I never felt before just now, when I was deciding when to leave college. I mean, I can actually leave ANYTIME I want to! ANYTIME! I could just stand up, walk out and drive myself back.

Is this why people are DYING to own their own car? Is THIS the freedom they're craving for? Because honestly, I don't really care about freedom. I have enough freedom right now.
Plus, I dislike making decisions... So now, there'll be another question I'll have to ask myself everyday. "What time do I go home?"

Would've stayed longer in the library today, but *starts screaming* got SO frustrated I couldn't stand it anymore. *Screams somemore* HOW DID I BECOME SO STUPID!?! I"M SO FREAKING STUPID! AHHHH!!!!!! DARN IT!
*starts banging her head on the wall* "Stupid! STUPID! STUPID! STUPID!"

Ugh. That's basically how I feel right now.

*pauses*

UGGGGGGHHHHHH!!! *faints*



I'm so stupid.

*panic*

And so, I've made friends with my car.
Well, it was my sister's car. I'm 'inheriting' it. Yay. I know you're all J-E-A-L-O-U-S! Weee~~ Haha... Not exactly trilled by the idea of driving myself around, don't know why some people, Ahem! Most people are DYING to own their own car. I'd SOOO much rather someone else driving me around... But I reckon I'll get used to it. Right?

Have driven in it quite a few times. I even think I'm driving to college all by myself tomorrow! Ooo... I'm a big girl now. Hehe... (What? I'm not talking about size!! >< ) Haven't driven by myself these past two days because mum's car was in the workshop. So, I drove US to college, then she drove it back and to work.

I don't know why, but I don't mind having my parents with me when I drive. Maybe I feel safer. Yes, eventhough I'm controling the car. Haha... XD Maybe if I get into trouble, they'll be there to save me? ><

Anyway, drove to ballet school just now, and after class, I went into the car, stuck the car key in and t-- *cough* Ahem! Tu-- AHEM!! TU---... Crap. I can't turn the car key... I tried and I tried, but no matter how hard I turned it, it wouldn't budge!! What's going on?!?! Quickly I called dad. He said he was on his way... ><
"TURN ALREADY!!!"

Well, it never did. Turn. (I even tried getting down the car after that, [wanted fresh air] but the car SCREAMED!!! "CRAP!! NOW WHAT?!?" ) Finally, dad came to the rescue. *phew!*
"Papa... *whine* Something's wrong with the car! I can't seem to turn the @#@!$#@ key..."
(haha.. Nah, no foul words, just wanted to do that) Dad stuck the key in, couldn't turn it either, used his magic fingers to touch the steering wheel and WHOA, the car came to live. *Liee stands at a side gapping away. Literally.*

"What did you do!?"
"Oh, you just have to turn the steering wheel a little next time. Just wanted to tell you that."
"THAT'S ALL!?! THAT'S ALL!?!? Why didn't you tell me on the phone?!???"

*sigh* All that panicking for nothing. Honestly, I thought the car had gone mad! Crazy car. Turn the steering wheel a little indeed!
Now, why didn't I think of that? Oh yea, 'coz you usually turn on the engine before you start touching the steering wheel. Hah. Oh well, at least not many people were there..(still felt embarassed when the car SCREAMED though)

Hehe... Better sooner than later right? *shudders* NEVER later... Ooohh... the horror.

Haha... Let's hope there won't be any more 'tricks' I have to know! :)

And so it begins

Uh-oh... I can't breathe again. I thought as I stared on at the tv screen in front of me. When I couldn't stand it anymore, I went to teach my nose a lesson.
"Now be a good nose and stop that! I can't enjoy myself when you block yourself!!"

My nose, being as stubborn as I am, didn't listen. Here we go again...
"Really, won't you ever listen? Now pleeeeease, be a good nose. Okay?"

*sigh* Need I tell you it STILL didn't work?

Suddenly, a little Liee started jumping up and down in my head, screaming "I know! I know! I know what's wrong!"
Immediately, my eyes brightened up, "Oohhh!! Yes? Do tell me quick!" eager to know what the problem was. That is, eager to FIX the problem and get on with tv. (Ooooohhh tv~~)
"Maybe... maybe it's because you didn't take your medicine today!"
I winced. Oh yeaaahh... I forgot. Whoops?

Quickly, I ran downstairs, fetched myself a cup of WARM water(they keep telling me I'm supposed to drink warm water... Nope, don't know why either), and gluped down my medicine, hoping it'll magically rid me of a naughty nose.

Did it work? Hmm... I'm not sure, but so far so good.
*click* Wow. These things DO work!

Haha... Yeah, about that, I suddenly realised I don't really follow the instructions given by the doctor. *laughs sheepishly* It's not my fault I'm so forgetful! No, really! I merely forgot! Hahaha... No, I'm serious. I forgot. I would have taken my medicine when I had to if I remembered. (well, 'cept for those times I felt too lazy to...) *innocent grin* XD

Anyway, I have just ONE more day till college begins all over again. And we all know how THAT'S like... Study study study... Can't say I did much this past two weeks of holidays, but I can say that I've lazed around quite enough. *pauses* I think. (No, I wouldn't mind lazing around more, but it's not like I have a choice here, right?)
Now that I've got that out of my system, I'll try to study harder. Oooohhhh!! Let's hope college doesn't get any tougher. Haha~~ Fat chance.

Now the only thing left for me to do (other than find for my books and packing my bag) is to switch my biological clock back in umm.. 2 nights. I've been sleeping at 4 in the morning everyday and waking up well... 8 or 9 hours later? >< Not good. I know. That's why I need to change to sleeping at 1 or 2 in the morning and waking up at 6 or 7. (which isn't any better, but I'll get used to it.) Haha...

I have a theory, well, actually I think it isn't just a theory, it's actually true. The less I sleep, the more energetic I am. So watch out when I tell you I slept for 3/4 hours. I will be CRAZY that day. XD And the more I sleep, the sleepier I am the next day.

*gasp!* I AM weird...

Wait, no.
I am SPECIAL! UNIQUE! SUPERHUMAN!!!(yes, I like to believe that)

*Jumps around cheering for herself*

......

*sigh*

And so it begins.

I don't know...

It feels like the glue that held us together has been washed off.

All that remains is dirt on my arm.

Now it's my turn to wash.

Damn.

Imagine swimming next to a whale... Whoa.

Do you ever wonder what the rest of the world is doing?

Do you ever wonder if what you do is of any significance?

I mean, we're so small, so... insignificant. (yup, like swimming next to a whale. I can still hardly imagine that. Wonder how it'd fell like...)

So then there, we have 2 choices. Either we strive to be someone important so that we aren't insignificant anymore, or we just sit back, relax, do what we want because it doesn't matter.

Or do you really believe that no one is insignificant? Do you really believe that everything's connected? That no matter what we do, no matter how small an action, it affects the world somehow. That'd be nice, wouldn't it?

Hmm... I'll leave you to figure this one out then. I'll ponder upon it again some other day~

Sick during the HOLIDAYS!?

I've been sick for the past few days... (hence the almost dead blog. Wasn't in the mood.)

Everyday, my parents would ask me if I wanted to see the doctor.
"Nope."
No, I'm not afraid of the doctor's or anything, I'm just plain lazy. Haha.. I figured I'd get better sooner or later.

I should've went to the doctor's because I can't stand being sick! Oooohh!! I hardly ever fall sick and when do, I really hate it. I'd just go around whinning and whinning, like an injured donkey. Haha~ "What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger". Thanks, Shrek. XD

The next thing you know, my elder sister got sick. Whooooopppss....? And she dragged me along to the doctor's... oh well... Doctor said I'm over the hill already. YAY! (Sis is still climbing it. >< [sorry!]) But I 'earned' myself some medication anyway...

Ugh. That'd be a good reason to avoid the doctor's... medicine.

Hehe... I'll be such a pain to take care of when I grow older. Hahaha!! I'll be that old lady sitting in her chair screaming "I'm fine! Honestly, my body can fight this on its own! I'm stroooooonnngg!!!". (Ooohh yes, MY chair.)
Let's hope I change before that time comes, eh? :)

*Went to the mall yesterday to spread my germs. Wonder if it worked. Heh heh... XD
(Shh... Don't tell no one.)

Oooooo!! CARS!!!

CARS!!!!!!!!

Great movie! LOVE IT! :)
Go watch it now! Reeeeaaaaallly entertaining. Haha~~

Hey! MATER!!! haha~~

Oooo... Porsche~

GUIDO!! My favourite in Cars!! Guido is so cute!! XD

"Pit stop" (Hahahaha!!!!)

Tagged!!

Drats. Got tagged by sis... ><

The rules:

1. The tagged victim have to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect lover
2. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
3. Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.
4. If you are tagged the second time.There is NO need to do this again.
5. Lastly, most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT.


Okay, here goes...

1. Smart
2. Funny
3. Acceptable english
4. Extrovert
5. Nice (being a gentleman is a plus! haha~~)
6. Decent looking
7. Romantic
8. PERFECT XD

Yup. Don't think such a person exists. Oh well~~
Next! Tagging 8 people huh!! Here goes~

1. Florence
2. Yi Ning
3. Darell
4. Shrek!
5. Madeline
6. Christine
7. Yen Tink
8. Tian An

(I'd tag Yingxu, but I know she won't do it. Haha~~)

Ballet competition~

Woke up thanks to Carmen's phone call this morning... Haha~~

Got ready, then drove, YES, DROVE to ballet school, where Carmen's parents were to pick us up and drop us off at the LRT station. Haha... Driving for the first time after I got my licence. :) I'd say I was not bad, but... dad and sis might disagree. XD

It was Elaine and Tara's first time on the LRT!! Haha!! WOW! I guess there's always a first time huh!

Anyway, when we (Carmen, Carmen's sis, Charmaine, Tara, Elaine, Cat, sis and I) arrived, we almost could't find seats! It was really croweded! The competition started soon after we got seated.

ALL THE CONTESTANTS WERE AMAZING!!!!!! WOW!! *goes crazy jealous watching* Haha...
Like Tara said, "freaky 14-year-old", boy do we wish we were freaks too! Haha~~
I feel like joining next year, but... I doubt I'm good enough... ><
Cute picture. From top left, Charmaine, Elaine, Carmen, Cat and Carmen's sis.(drinking)


Celine and I. Celine was in the competition. She was really good. Dazzling smile, Celine! :)
Oh my gosh... Is she... my height!?!? But...but... she's 14!!!! Noooo.....


Shan Shan and I. Shan Shan was great too! ^^ OH NO!! She's my height as well!??!!? But..but.. she's 13!!! NO WAY!! I must have shrunk! >< *runs off to cry in a corner* Haha...

Holidays are here!

And so it begins~~

FREEDOM!!!

On the day my exams ended (Thursday), I stayed up till 5am watching Visions of Escaflowne... Haha... To think I was awake till 3.30am the night before, studying!!
I was up for more than 24 hours!!! XD
Yesterday, I was up till 4.30am, obsessing over the same anime...

I know, I must be crazy.


This picture is actually from the movie, which I haven't watched. It(the movie) is basically a summary of the series, so... Hehe... Well, it's a pretty picture!


Van and Hitomi


Haha... Cute cat, Merle!

Anyway, went for ballet today after not attending for 2 weeks! Had tons and tons of fun!! I love dancing~ I sure did miss it!
Which reminds me!! I'm going to watch this ballet competition tomorrow!!! CAN"T WAIT!!!!! XD Wonder how it'll be like! Hehe...

*climbs up to the rooptop and screams*
I"M FREE!!!!!!!! I can fly!!!
*grins*

Ugh... headache...

Just got home after taking the SAT Reasoning test...
Finally! After 4 hours of concentrating, it's time for me to play~ Hmm... I wonder how long normal human beings attention span is... 15 minutes? (Clearly I'm superhuman!)

Then after that, it's back to the study table... *sigh* Semester one exams start this Monday. At least it only lasts for 4 days. Which means... 5 more days till FREEDOM!!! Can't wait!

Tummy's grumbling. Literally. The last time I fed it, it was 7 o'clock in the morning. Gosh. I'm starving!!

"FOOD GLORIOUS FOOD~~"

*drools then runs off to kitchen*