I WILL study tonight.

So I realised that at this time, some people are counting down the days or weeks till they're homebound. Which is great, because I'll get to see everyone again!!

I, on the other hand, am counting down the days till my A2 examination, *winces* and then the weeks/months till I fly off to a foreign land.

The odd thing about me is, even though I'm screaming and panicking inside for the exam, I do absolutely nothing to calm myself. I mean, I'm actually SLACKING. I can only conclude one thing:

I have mastered the art of procrastination.

WOW! Haha... I keep telling myself, over and over again, that I'd start studying tonight, or tomorrow or during the weekends, but I haven't been keeping those promises to myself. *sigh* Figures.

THIS. HAS. TO. STOP.

I'm putting my foot down. LI EE! You're going to study and I mean it! haha... Okay, I WILL start tonight. For sure. Just ask me tomorrow if I've done any work. You'll see!!
Hmm... *pauses* but the lights are not working in the study room so it'll be too dark to study... and I want to watch the tele later.. maybe after that? Or tomorrow? HAHA!

Drats. It's too easy to find excuses. (I bet all of you suffer from the same 'disease'. XD)
Three and a half hours till "tonight" ends. I better start studying soon. Hehe...

Anyway, as for going overseas, I'm a little afraid. Sure, I'm excited about being in a new place and meeting new people, studying new things and having new lecturers, new classes, new roommates?(not that I've had any), new food(maybe), and of course, what we all crave for - FREEDOM. But I'm sure I'm going to miss the OLD. Sometimes I just feel like hugging my bed (if only my hands could stretch so long) and hugging my house, because I will miss them so much!

Okay, that makes me sound a little insane and like a person who has all her priorities wrong. Haha.. Well, I'll miss all of you too, but with the miracles of the internet added with the webcam, I'll be able to not only talk but see you too! So, I guess it won't be as bad. We'll just have to see, won't we? :)

Maybe in about 4 months time, I will be ready.
Maybe by then, I'd have my explorer cap on. Ready to leave all of you behind *cough* and hop onto the train to my new adventure.

Maybe.

Ooohhh.. I should think like this more often! Being optimistic is fun. Now I'm all excited!!! XD
But first! STUUUDYYY... *groans*

...Maybe I'll play the piano first.. or listen to some music. Or maybe I should surf the net, waste a little time. Maybe mum and dad'll come back with dinner before I get started!! *wishes quite hard* Haha.. Looks like it's "let's do something, anything! other than study."

I am soooooooo a bad example for my sister. XD

What a nightmare.

I dreamt I was going in for a biology exam... And as usual, I couldn't really remember much.

"Do you remember any of this?"
"Yeah, I memorized all of it already."
*gasp!!*

Boy, am I glad I don't take biology anymore. Oh, the horror!
No idea how any of you do it. Haha~~
Guess that's one right decision I made. *phew!*


Hoping I'll make the right choice this time too. I'll let you in on a little secret. I'm not too good at making decisions. I'm too indecisive.

Mmm... DRATS.

It was raining. I fell asleep and didn't want to wake up.

Why?

I dreamt that I was talking to Orlando Bloom. Haha!!
That's a little funny because I don't see how that popped into my head. XD

The first person I thought of after I got up was Darell. Remember when we used to swoon over him, Darell? ^^ You had the biggest crush on him! HAHA!!!
Hehe.. and I know you're jealous. :)

A little something about me~

"Hey Ee, wake up."

*makes a little noise* (perhaps groaning?)

"So are you going to the concert?"

"I wanna hear the dolphins."

"You wanna hear the WHAT?!?"

"I wanna hear the dolphins."

"What dolphins!?!?"

"...Never mind."

According to my younger sis, that's part of the conversation we had this morning. All I remember is she asking if I was going to the concert.. Thought I said something comprehensible.. Haha..

This isn't the first time something like that has happened though.. I always say weird things in the morning when I'm still half asleep. HAHA!! Most of the time I don't remember even talking. *laughs* It's always ever so funny when she tells me what happened. :)

So apparently I sleep talk. XD

I DIDN'T KNOW THAT! *gasp!* Imagine the dangers of sleep talking! I know you're thinking the same thing. All my secrets might be exposed!!!

Luckily, it seems like I only mumble. Haha... She says, sometimes when she comes to sleep with me (for who knows what reason), I start mumbling just as she's about to fall asleep. HAHA!! I'm kinda evil. Or sometimes when she comes into my room, she thinks I'm talking to her.. But I'm actually asleep.

I wonder when I started sleep talking. As far as I'm concerned, I never did before..
Oh well, hopefully I won't start talking louder. ^^

"I wanna hear the dolphins."


One can only wonder why~