I WILL study tonight.

So I realised that at this time, some people are counting down the days or weeks till they're homebound. Which is great, because I'll get to see everyone again!!

I, on the other hand, am counting down the days till my A2 examination, *winces* and then the weeks/months till I fly off to a foreign land.

The odd thing about me is, even though I'm screaming and panicking inside for the exam, I do absolutely nothing to calm myself. I mean, I'm actually SLACKING. I can only conclude one thing:

I have mastered the art of procrastination.

WOW! Haha... I keep telling myself, over and over again, that I'd start studying tonight, or tomorrow or during the weekends, but I haven't been keeping those promises to myself. *sigh* Figures.

THIS. HAS. TO. STOP.

I'm putting my foot down. LI EE! You're going to study and I mean it! haha... Okay, I WILL start tonight. For sure. Just ask me tomorrow if I've done any work. You'll see!!
Hmm... *pauses* but the lights are not working in the study room so it'll be too dark to study... and I want to watch the tele later.. maybe after that? Or tomorrow? HAHA!

Drats. It's too easy to find excuses. (I bet all of you suffer from the same 'disease'. XD)
Three and a half hours till "tonight" ends. I better start studying soon. Hehe...

Anyway, as for going overseas, I'm a little afraid. Sure, I'm excited about being in a new place and meeting new people, studying new things and having new lecturers, new classes, new roommates?(not that I've had any), new food(maybe), and of course, what we all crave for - FREEDOM. But I'm sure I'm going to miss the OLD. Sometimes I just feel like hugging my bed (if only my hands could stretch so long) and hugging my house, because I will miss them so much!

Okay, that makes me sound a little insane and like a person who has all her priorities wrong. Haha.. Well, I'll miss all of you too, but with the miracles of the internet added with the webcam, I'll be able to not only talk but see you too! So, I guess it won't be as bad. We'll just have to see, won't we? :)

Maybe in about 4 months time, I will be ready.
Maybe by then, I'd have my explorer cap on. Ready to leave all of you behind *cough* and hop onto the train to my new adventure.

Maybe.

Ooohhh.. I should think like this more often! Being optimistic is fun. Now I'm all excited!!! XD
But first! STUUUDYYY... *groans*

...Maybe I'll play the piano first.. or listen to some music. Or maybe I should surf the net, waste a little time. Maybe mum and dad'll come back with dinner before I get started!! *wishes quite hard* Haha.. Looks like it's "let's do something, anything! other than study."

I am soooooooo a bad example for my sister. XD